Song Blog

This song has had very significant meaning in my life over the past few months. I've tweeted it a couple of times, but I thought I would blog the words to it as well.Sometimes you don't get everything in the song until you actually read the lyrics, and understand where the emotions were when it was being written or what the writer was feeling or how it relates to you until you actually read for yourself the words to the song so here it is:

I lit a candle in your honor today
Prayed for forgiveness for the things that I said
And now I wake up and see I was wrong
All those years wasted / now come and gone

How many years have I been this way
The lines grow deeper / time fades away
Now etched in stone don't have
the strength anymore

To break down these walls again
I lit a candle In Your Honor today
Everything will come around again
And you never know that maybe someday
Everything will come around again

Now I see you on the other side
Sunshine raining down upon your face
You look so beautiful that place where you live
You walk among your dreams we talked about

So I stand here and I stare
In my garden of neglect
Never noticed it before
That it's winter all the time

Was too busy staring at
Your garden that you grew in time
I can see it took a lot of years
Your colors fill my mind

I lit a candle In Your Honor today
Everything will come around again
And you never know that maybe someday
Everything will come around again

Even though the years keep passing / I reflect
About the one I truly loved and pushed away
Suddenly I stop and feel
That winter rain I know so well

And close my eyes
Wish you all the best
And you never know
I lit a candle In Your Honor today

Everything will come around
And you never know that maybe someday
Everything will come around
I lit a candle In Your Honor today

Prayed for forgiveness for the things that I said
And you never know that maybe someday
Everything will come around



Friday Blog

I have been ignoring my blog, but since I'm in twitter jail this would be a good time to say a few words.The twitter followers is growing by the day, and I really appreciate all of those people, and companies that are following me, and my thoughts or just saying random things.It's amazing how you can get things out today.I'm still having drama on multiple fronts, and trying to deal with all that has come to fruition is not easy by any means, I wouldn't want anybody to go through what I have been through in the last year, but it looks like a new dawn is approaching rapidly, and I for one can't wait until it gets here.It could even be today, but things are progressing, and moving along so I have lots of hope for the next couple of weeks if not sooner for something to finally happen, then all of the other domino's that I have looking at will fall, and things will finally begin to right themselves.Things will be different, and this will be a new chapter in my life.It's hard to let go of the past, but sometimes we need to go with the changes even though we don't always understand the reason why these things are happening to us we just have to have faith.Everyone have a great weekend a safe Friday, and look out, and take care of each other.Pray for all those less fortunate those in need, and those suffering that they too will see a better tomorrow!

Saturday Night Blog

It is freaking cold in the L.B.C. and L.A., but I like the rain so it's cool.What the heck is wrong with the Clippers? I think I ended up in twitter jail again because I can't tweet or retweet stuff again.That sucks! I guess I just need to watch how much I'm tweeting and retweeting other than that things are alright for now.I'm waiting until monday to hopefully hear some very good news.I think i'm going to go to bed here very shortly because i'm getting tired and sleepy, but then again I got up really early this morning to watch ManU play. I really don't have a whole lot to blog about this evening I did this more to put down my own thoughts on things as I saw them, and hopefully try to put forth some constructive solutions to the things that I saw, but anyway nobody else is reading these things for now which is kind of cool.The main thing for me is to get this stuff out, and say what I have to say.Well it's getting to be about that time so I think I'll call it a night.

I didn't realize it's been so long since I blogged, but since I have new followers on twitter I thought I would put up a quick one so if you guys wanted you could follow what I have to say in more than 140 words, and also with retweets.I was really disappointed today with some not so great news regarding my work situation so I was a lot upset about that especially since I thought I had something all wrapped up, but you know what they say the best of ideas sometimes come crashing down in flames as did mine.The weekend is upon us, and I will be watching my boys the lads from Manchester United if they are playing I need to check the schedule to see if their on this weekend.It rained today, and it's supposed to rain tomorrow so I will be indoors, well wait I'm always indoors because I don't care for the sun much which is rather odd considering I live in Los Angeles.Well time to call it a night, and go watch a movie then some shut eye waht a terrible disappointing day today was, but it's over, and now it's on to the weekend.Goodnight!

Night Blog

Usually I blog in the morning, but I thought that I would do something different today, and blog at night.There's a brainstorm for ya huh? well I had some good news today, but like all things it seems like lately it was really too good to be true, so I just went with it, and made the most of what I was given today.Tomorrow the red devils of Manchester United will again do waht they do best.I'm looking forward to that, and I'm looking forward to cooking my first sunny side up egg which will be part of my beans on toast english breakfast.I'm watching a show about Jonestown, and that nut Jim Jones.People like that are very dangerous because anybody that has the power to influence someone in such as a way to where there is nothing that they  wouldn't do on his command or in the name of his beliefs without question well that is a person that has control of others, and those people have lost themselves therefore they believe in the person no matter what.That's the way I see it from what I have seen, and read about persons such as this man, and there have been others throughout time that have had this same power over people.A rational person needs to see the reality in their lies, and not follow them then they will be powerless to control the hearts, and souls of others to do his bidding, and abide by his will.This blog didn't start out to discuss or dissertain about the late so called reverend Jones, but since I was watching it I thought I would include my feelings, and insight into the type of person he was,and the power of one man to influence others.Besides that it's saturday things are hopefully looking better, and this will be a far better year than 2010 was.

Update

Well. I thought I had a job, but now I'm not so sure.Other than that I'm still sending out resumes, and trying to get something going I have to get out of this mess, and soon.This is very depressing to be sitting around waiting for something to happen, and also trying to make things happen, but that's the way of it I guess for now.I know one thing after I get back to it this will never happen to me again because I will go anywhere to make sure I can take care of the kids, and myself, and everything else that I need to take care of.I keep telling myself that there is no reason why I should be sitting here in this situation, but things will get better, and I'm very hopeful that they will turn around shortly.Actually I'm hoping to hear something from someone soon, very soon in fact.I need to go and run some errands as well, and take care of some bills that just seem to be never ending.I don't know if I'm complaining or writing or both? I think both.There should be a very entertaining basketball game on this evening, and I think the kids will be with me so that should be interesting.I might have to plan for dinner with them.Good thing there are five dollar pizzas available!

Bright good morning to all!

Well today is Wednesday, and so far so good except for the damn coffee, but when I get back to work one of the first things I intend to do is buy some real coffee, and have a big ol' steak dinner with all the trimmings.I have a possible opportunity, but there is a catch there's always a catch isn't there.The catch is the hair would have to go temporarily.I'm not too worried about that because it grows back, but I need a job,and some money so I think it will make a comeback later after my wallet has made a comeback.Hopefully I'll know today.I've posted some pictures that I took of the morning sunrise.I need to make another cup of this not so good coffee, and get the day going with some breakfast, and I need to make a few calls to get things in order.

Another Day

While I'm waiting for the coffee to finish a few thoughts for this rainy Monday morning.First off what the hell is wrong with the Lakers? that was a terrible performance last night.It's raining in L.A. but I love it so that's cool I just hope it clears up somewhat before I have to go to the doctor's later on today to see how my post surgery stuff is going on.Then I need to pay some bills that seems to be an ongoing, and never ending process.Just when I think I'm all caught up here they come again! what the heck is up with that.I read that there is a group here in the U.S. that claim May 21 will be the end of days, well they obviously have their bible miscalculated.If they would have read the good book correctly it says actually I believe God himself says that NO man will know when the time is here, and also all of the things that dictate when the time is near or short have yet to happen.This just shows how a good salesman can convince people to believe in what he is saying, and then act on those thoughts that is how several people throughtout time, and around the world have either made this a better or worse place to live.We only have one world in the immortal words of Rodney King "can't we all just get along"

Today in L.A.

Before I get started with making the babies some breakfast, and myself.I thought I would post a couple of pictures from this morning.These were taken facing towards the eastern sunrise.Everyday I look on the sunrise, and hope, and pray that this day will be a better day then yesterday, but sometimes at the end of the day it doesn't work out like that, and becomes a worse day.That is the beauty about the world we live in there will always be another day to gaze upon, the question is what will you do with this new day? I threw in a couple of my cat that's Princess Sheeba.

My Blog

Wow! I finally got one of these.I was wondering where I could comment about things, and not run out of space.Twitter is cool, and I really like it, but you can only comment so much the same with facebook, but sometimes if u like to write like I do,and have lots of thoughts that get in your head at the same time you need more room so this is perfect.Ijust hope my grammatical skills hold out while I start on this blog journey, and I hope people enjoy what I have to blog about which will mostly consist of people,politics,religion,business,sports,music,and of course my own personal thoughts on many subjects.Oh, also travel I love to travel, but I really can't go very far right now due to lets just say financial constraints (I'm broke!) Lets see how this goes. I have to start on my second cup of coffee now, and find some people to read these words!!!